2008年8月30日星期六

给你也给我自己的

2006年9月10日星期日---我们之间的邂逅
2006年9月12日星期二---我们故事的开始
2006年9月17日星期二---我说好了,我会等你到永远

好傻~
就像你说我是笨蛋~
1年多不见,你..还真的变胖了~~
我坐在以前一样的位子,脑海里想着以前的事情...
你问要去哪里..
我不知道..就只是想见你
就这样..你决定了那个地点
我们的话不多...可能是生疏...
你进油站...天!那天..你也有打油~~~
我又回想了以前的事情~~
你敲了敲我的窗
对我扮了个笑脸
一样...和那天的情形一样.....
就这样...
去同样的地方

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怎么一样的故事情节...却有2种南辕北撤的结果
你也告诉我一些事情
顺其自然...你说的
嗯..除了这样,我还能做什么
我等了2年,我不介意再等多个四年...
我不逼你
只是无奈
你载我回家...我却还没上楼
在楼梯间望着你...到你的车消失眼前
眼泪落了不少
可是比那时的少很多很多
可能
有准备是这样了
可能
已经习惯等待了
可能
自己已经长大了


我不能哭...
这是很久以前,我答应你的.....
你...这个大傻瓜

2008年8月26日星期二

你在...你不在...
你到底在不在

你爱...你不爱...
你到底爱不爱

逃不开
一次次的伤害
抱了太多的期待
最终只是换来等待
也许是我过分依赖
才造成这次的失败

牵手后放开
无奈

还是不爱

2008年8月25日星期一

A touching letter of divorce(Has been translated)

Dear:

Sorry , i finally make a decision to divorce with you although that is hurt. Always in the past I
all am a weak woman. I try my best to defend our marriage ,baked the meals u like , buy your delighted CD,do the things all i can did
, give the happiness to you. I vever ask any request
from you because I have been afraid that you feel I am tired of. I have convinced already that
have felt attached to still long affection each other can't match several hours of falling in love
at first sight. That the first time sees your and her photograph is on music website , that the
first time sees her is hotel entrance leaving in your and his , that the first time listens to you
mention her is that 3rd wedding anniversary dinner ... That is really a beautiful girl.
I have peeped at the mail that you write to her , inside's every one words has been
how sweet , how moving. I am being looked at be watching I swindle self being going to have cried,
that you write to me , you love me forever ,How could you love others and so deep? Yea~ You do not mention get divorced , how I am bold say I perhaps have spoken having
lost you really forever.

Dear,I really love you, love this family. So you do not say, so I wont asked. Only after you sleep i quietly
crying. Did you know , I would like to thank you, thank you to accompany me for so many years, I know you
love her, just like I love you so. You did not say divorce, I have very fortunate, at least you will go home
with me, eat the meals that i cook, smile silly to me. At least you still remember that home to give me a hug,remember my
birthday! I think that is enough for me, really. I love you, inclusive of her. I think it is so we can live in peace and
live on forever. Until last night, you tell me a story.

You say: I have a friend that he had married six years. He has a good wife, he loves has always been his wife,
four years ago he met a beautiful girl.The girl treat him very well, has given his wife does not have the passion. So they
fall in love, and secretly love it warm. Girls very sensible, so long together and she has never mentioned about getting marry.
He still loves his wife, but it is already belong to two women's love. He will not abandon his wife because of his
wonderful wife, breaking up can not find a good reason, unable to find a pretext to harm her. Now the girl is pregnant.
She proposed him to the marriage. Girl with him for four years, the best thing to a woman already gave him, he can not refuse to the girl,
but can not be abandoned love his wife.

This story comes to the end and you asked me:What would you do
I did not speak. I know that this is between you and her story. This is your choice of the most helpless.
After you sleep last night, I watched beside you, watching your pretty face. Seeing the way you sleep,
you sleep really sweet. I kissed you, leave my last kiss on your body, I know that this is the last time.
Dear, my tears fell drop by drop on your chest... Drop by drop on my broken heart

Dear, here I left. I know that my leaving is the best outcome. I was not around you, better take good care of
your own. I pack up the house clean. Rice in the rice cooker, remember to heat it before you eat, this is the
last time i cook for you..dont get hungry during your work, not good to health, and you have stomach
trouble, do not go out drinking with friends, takes cigarette lighter. I had already help you set the year's milk
, they will be directly sent to the home, remember to heat then can be drink. You want to buy the CD I had already bought,
just on the computer table. What else? Yea~ I did not take anything away, in addition to your first gift. The teddy bear,
I have a habit of holding you to asleep. It can accompany me, i can feel you when i hugging it.
Here I go,by accompany with pain... the house we live for 6 years, and I say goodbye it, I observe the family
for six years, and I say goodbye it. And you,I love for so many years, I say goodbye: I wish you happiness!

I still love you, but from now on has nothing to do with you all!

2008年8月17日星期日

对决

‘马来西亚第一金’

就因为这7个字,给身在北京的李宗伟莫大的压力
1st match: 21 VS 12
2nd Match:21 VS 8
这成绩,真得不应该是他打出来的

他在场上
我在电视机前
他的压力,心跳,呼吸
我能感受到
他内心想超越林丹的心情
我能体会到

我不在北京
可是我在赛场上
中国支持者沸腾的情绪
和马来西亚形成对比
气势
宗伟需要的是气势
场上的支持者
怎么我听不到你们的嘶喊声

100万
诱人的数字
在我看来它为粪土
我听到有些人在比赛结束后说:100万没有了
我愤怒,感到很生气
你们是在看金钱比赛
还是真心诚意为李宗伟加油

无所谓
我不是《功夫灌篮》中的方世杰,我不会乾坤大挪移,不会令时间倒流
下一届奥运会吧
只能这样说
谢谢你,李宗伟
至少为马来西亚获得了一面银牌

谢谢你

2008年8月7日星期四

一本世纪最赞的书







我在看一本书
在我学校看到的~
我做工的地方很闲~虽然时间长,可是都是makan gaji
得空时翻翻书,那里是读经典的,所以古书文学的东西很多~
那天
机缘巧合下,看到一本吊书
是一个很吊的人写的一本很吊的书在一个很吊的地方被很吊的我就这样很吊的发现到
江本胜--《来自水的信息》《幸福的真意,水知道》《生命的答案,水知道》
他说道
水的作用和人类之间的关系~
很难解释
真得很棒
受益匪浅

他说,人体有70%都是水,所以人就是水,也需要流动~
水也有生命,看得见字,感觉人的反应~
不同的心情或文字拍摄出来的水结晶都不同~
当然越愉快,水结晶越漂亮~
这本书说不完
值得收藏的一本书